Wednesday, October 05, 2005

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Dreams last night. Return of the Dream Machine. One dream involved a new place that had been bought by my friend B. He had purchased what looked like a set of storefronts in an old western town. The place on the right end was where he would live (or camp out). It was an old German Hofbrau-like place with stained glass windows and an old wooden door. It was bright orange in color and looked well kept.

The rest of the storefronts housed different kinds of businesses. In the storefront on the left end of the complex was a bar. Inside there was one of the most beautiful women I'd ever seen. She was radiant and was incredibly attractive. Somehow, I ended up in the place with her. We were alone and as I was leaving she kissed me and told me to have a safe journey.

A second dream involved some kind of conference. It was the final session and the speaker was well known and eccentric. He came onto the scene, which was outdoors under the trees. He proceeded to get small groups of people to start doing things--singing, laughing, running, dancing, and so forth. He came over to a group under one of the trees and he threw himself into their cluster and laid back contented and ignored all else that was going on. It was as if a rogue wind had blown through the place and set all manner of things in motion, and then just let them continue as they were without nay direction or further control. The sense of it all was that of a carnival or faire with people just enjoying themselves and others as things unfolded. There was no plan or schedule--everything was happening spontaneously and joyfully.

Good session with GH today. She pointed me to some material by Eckhart Tolle and an author Almaas (Facets of Unity). Let her know what I'm wrestling with and gained some clarity regarding my fear states and mind states. Let her know that I'm now on the channel that nothing going on with me is physiological--that it's all mental--being created by mind and with me being silly enough to be listening and in some cases believing stuff that's being thought. Anyway, it was a good session even though I felt jumpy the whole time I was there (and before and after as well).

Spoke with my daughter today. She sounds good. Will see her on Sat and catch up on her Hurricane adventures.

Reading the Poisonwood Bible. Love the girl who thinks in palindromes. Must have been a challenge to come up with so many as Kingsolver did. Need to find a book by Effie Chow and see if it's something I should send my friend with the stroke. Have not heard anything about his brother's condition. P started radiation this week. Must call him tomorrow and see how he's doing. Lots happening, lots going on, but I'm not feeling overwhelmed. In fact , feeling just the opposite. Nice change for a change. Making my lists and checking them twice. Time to leap into sleep. Much to do in the morrow.

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