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Couldn't figure out if today was Friday or Saturday. Lost a beat somewhere along the way and the days have gotten mushed together. Except for my morning walk, I didn't venture out today. Did my morning rituals, walked and stopped at the donut shop for a sticky bun, put my hands under the far infrared lamp, ate several times, did the Fulford exercises (seem to pick up my energy level), and napped once around midday. Early now, but already dark.

Feeling like I've got energy, but no place for it to go. Good to be feeling the energy; now have to start looking where I can direct it. Feeling a bit lost! Like I've been wandering in the woods and have stepped onto a road, but don't know which way to go. Also, wanting to wait some to see how reliable (consistent, dependable) this energy might be. It's been building. Feels somewhat strange to have enough so that I can begin to imagine where I can go with it all. A new condition!

Waiting for a return call from cranio-sacral lady. Did a bit more research on locating an osteopath--not much luck in that department. Most have jumped on the craniopathy bandwagon and don't do manual adjustments anymore. Have the names of two people who are close by. Will contact them next week, but don't have a lot of hope of finding someone. Will go with the cranio-sacral lady since she does what most osteopaths seem to do, but is also a healer.

The far infrared lamp feels great. The lamp itself is not perfectly designed--it tips over if I try and extend both lamp heads. Can only extend one lamp at a time very far away from the base. It works, but it means I have to do two separate sessions to day heat both hands. But, it feels great and it seems to be helping my left hand (the one that has a twinge)! May it be so!

Read more into the Orloff book. Lots of good stuff! However, almost too much stuff. Difficult keeping it all in play. But, definitely worth the read.

Sent a note to the men's team about a possible meet next Wednesday. Been a while since we gathered. Be good to see those that can make it. I'm scheduled to be in SC on Monday for a follow up on the lymph work. The Fulford book talks about the importance of that system in the healing process. So, it's here right on cue!

What am I supposed to do? What is my purpose? Still the same questions. I'm not satisfied with what I've done so far. There has to be more with more meaning! Let my dreams send me guidance. I dreamed last night, but lost them in the transitions. May I recall them tonight and may they hold answers to my questions. So be it!