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On Thursday night, I dreamed that I was on a military ship. I was one of the new recruits. We were assigned to do all the low-level jobs on board the ship. It was a detailed dream involving many other people. I spent part of my off hours playing cards with some of the troops. We made port on some island and had shore leave. I remember being in a bar where a fight broke out.

On Friday night, I dreamed that I was with a group of people that I had been with in some previous dream. We were at an airport and were all going to fly out to various locations. In one part of the dream, I was sitting up front with the pilot. We were taking off and banking away from the city. The clouds were bright and colorful. The view was open and clear. It was exhilarating!

Had a good day. Went to breakfast at a local cafe. Had french toast, egg and sausage. Was delicious. Had a soup for dinner. Ran some errands. Napped a short time in the afternoon. Took my final anxiety pill this morning. Will not take any more starting tomorrow.

Feeling well today. Have felt well all week for the most part. Grabbed a haircut today. Shaved using a razor for the first time in several months (My arms were too weak to draw the razor across my cheeks). My strength is returning. It feels great!

Reading a biography of a woman who had a spontaneous experience where all of her fears went neutral. She was having biopsies for possible cancers and was experiencing anxiety. One night before a next-day biopsy, she asked that her fears and anxieties be different. She felt a shift in her being that changed how she felt about her life, death and existence--one that persisted. It's an interesting story. She kept a journal that was used to create the printed form of the biography. I also have another similar biography that I haven't started reading.

Had lunch on Friday with GH and BH. She had made a tasty soup--was delicious! My appetite is definitely on the increase. I ate a lot today! May the tasting continue!