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Lunch with BH today. She put together a tasty combination of papaya, beets, crab and mushroom chowder, bread, juice and fruit with creme fraiche. GH and I watched a Danish film Italian for Beginners, a film that adhered to some of the Dogme 95 concepts. It didn't adhere to one tenet that the ending not be resolved. The director said she wanted to end the film according to her own sensibilities. I think it contributed to having the film not being that effective. An unresolved ending would have been more likely since there were several plot lines that had to brought together. It was the highest grossing Danish film ever, perhaps because of the U.S. screenings.

Dreamed last night that I was joining a large group of people on a huge floating platform. Several of us had arrived on bicycles. We were crowding together near the part of the platform that was near the shore. The platform extended out into the water for quite a distance. As we were gathering, there was a massive explosion out near the far edge of the platform. Some of us went out to the far edge after the blast. When we got there we found clumps of bicycles tangled in seaweed, floating off the edge of the platform. There was no damage to any of the people--just the platform and the stuff that had been tossed into the sea.

I felt tired today. I felt so mostly this morning and into the afternoon. I drank some green tea late in the afternoon and that perked me up a bit. It's been cold today and that has been triggering my symptoms. I continue to meditate on what I am to do with myself.