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Misty, cool day! Went to the H's and read more sections of the Rimbaud novel. Feeling a bit shaky today. Not sure if it's the temperature shifts that have been happening or some interaction with the medications. Have PD dance and weight training classes tomorrow. Will be good to move and lift some.

Turmoil throughout the globe! Don't see how everything is going to be sorted out. Not without a lot of displacement and adjustment--radical adjustment.

Had an awful dream last night. I was in a camping ground in a tent. Two men who were with the group of us came into the tent. I was wrapped up in my sleeping bag. I asked what they wanted and they began to soak the surface of my sleeping bag with an odoriferous liquid. It smelled like urine. I couldn't move as they soaked the bag and finally left, laughing and joking. My only thought was to get revenge for what they had done. I got up and went to a bridge that spanned a cesspool. I took out the central section of the bridge and remounted it so that, if stepped on, it would give way. After I had altered the bridge, I waited along the trail. One of the men who had soaked my sleeping bag walked across the bridge. The center section gave way and he fell into the slimy cesspool. He was really angry and I could hear him vow to get even. The dream shifted to the next day and the guy who had fallen into the cesspool drove up in my truck. The tires had been slashed and the side panels beaten into big dents. No one said anything. He just pulled the battered truck to the edge of the road. My thoughts went to figuring out that the vehicle was totaled--that it would cost more to fix it than to buy a new vehicle. Somehow, that comforted me!

I didn't say anything. I just kept thinking about getting a new vehicle!