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The day did fade away and there is not much to say about this day. SBs at Safeway has a special on from 3pm to 5pm through 5/10--half price on Frappaccinos! What a deal!

Very quiet here today. No one coming or going today--just MD her all day doing her rituals. I went out for breakfast (Annie's) and out again in the afternoon to grab a Frap at half price. Annie's had a big crowd today--that usually happens each Sunday (tomorrow) more so than Saturdays. Going there late Sunday mornings is an exercise in chaos and crowded tables.

Tomorrow, excluding any unforeseen adventures, I'll be laying out explicit daily deeds and get more rigorous about getting back to a set of exercise activities. I'm doing too much floating and not enough intentional tasking.

I've been enjoying the opportunity to do nothing except the essentials--eat, sleep, eliminate. But I'm starting to feel like I need to be doing other things--things that are more productive and that are of benefit to others. I was doing more in the Bay Area--especially with all of the movement and exercise I was doing. I was doing more but also in a state of stress and anxiety. A lot of the stress/anxiety is now replaced with no demands and a more relaxed state of being. But, I need to get back to moving and exercising more than I've been doing. It's the only thing that makes sense--doing nothing really isn't an option if I want to maintain my well being. Resting has been nice--I now have to not let it become addictive.

I have been doing a lot of space filling--I watch a host of CBS TV episodes each week, I fill in any empty TV days with Netflix offerings, I nap/sleep a lot, I have my food rituals, I have my small list of household tasks, I spend a lot of time playing Just Words (each medium level game lasts about an hour minimally), and other similar activities that burn up the hours.

Well, enough for now! Time marches on! But, I've been down that road before! Time to snore!