Friday, May 20, 2005

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Two major dream sequences last night. One had me facilitating a seminar. It was like a Landmark Forum seminar and I was responsible for the results. The group of people I had registered were rowdy and not very disciplined. There was a whole section of the dream that revolved around trying to get people seated. I kept suggesting that everyone grab a chair, but people kept getting up and leaving the room, clustering together and talking, and ignoring what I was saying. I knew that I was there to produce a specific result and that included covering some set content. I also knew that the longer they didn't come to order, the longer the night would be. I would keep going until the material was covered.

There was a person in the room who was monitoring my actions and activities. I knew I was being evaluated and would hear what his impressions were after the evening was over. I was not too nervous or anxious. I saw that I had a specific task, or set of tasks, to accomplish and that was my focus. There was no need to get upset with the participants--they would have to deal with what they were creating when that time came to do so.

A second dream had me living in an apartment. I was living there with my daughter and her mother. There were big pots of food cooking on the stove. Dinner was set onto the table and we were eating and talking. At one point, I got up and left to go move my truck into the secure parking lot. When I got downstairs, the lot had been locked for the night. This was done every night around 11PM. I was ticked that I had missed the curfew time and went ahead and parked my vehicle next to the building. I then went running. I ran for quite some time and when I returned other cars had been parked in and around where I'd parked the truck. In fact, it was blocked in and could not be moved (or gotten to) until the following morning. I felt OK about leaving it out given that it was completely surrounded. I went back upstairs to the apartment.

Both dreams were quite detailed and filled with action, motion and people. The first dream was somewhat frustrating; the second not much that way. In the second dream, I was just flowing with the way things were happening and could let any tensions go. In the first dream, I was more invested in the outcome and attached to the results. That, plus the person evaluating me, made this dream less satisfying and more tense.
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Some of the dream elements were slightly precognitive. My truck was blocked in at lunch time and encountered odd parking issues at least twice. The block in was complete--I couldn't move my truck since it was pinned between to SUV's with a moving truck sitting next to me, pinning me to the curb. At the house, there was some lunchtime event that used up the parking spaces, causing me to have to park in a non-normal location. When I came home just a bit ago from a chai run, I was asked to move the truck by a city employee. He was photographing the front of houses so the images could be linked into a city 911 database. Call 911 and see a picture of your house.

Anyway, elements of the dreams permeated my daily parking schemes. Now, if I could just see myself win the lottery. That would be something really worthwhile. To hell with finding a parking space.

Off to dance tonight. L's son is heading out for holiday this evening, which will give her a breathing spell before she follows suite. Weather turned warm today. I've been meandering about in shorts and tank top. Summer finally here--for a spell anyway.

Angel time on the clock right now--4:44. Good time to sign off for today. Nice yoga class today; no class next week.

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