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Don't recall any details of last night's dreams. I just remember that there was a theme of violence that was acted out in the dream. It seems like I was a teenager and was back in my home town. I was with some of my childhood friends, but we were doing things we never did--violent things to other people and animals.

Danced a lot last night and finally left a bit later than usual. Came home energized and read until early in the morning hours. Got up early and went with L to the beach (HMB). We ate an ample breakfast, walked the beach, walked around town, and made our way back through the hordes of pumpkin seekers.

We went to see Proof, the movie, in the afternoon. OK movie. Like a cross between Good Will Hunting and a Beautiful Mind, with a woman as the savant. Made me think of my early years when I was intrigued by mathematics, proofs, logic, and numbers. Made me think of wanting to read more about current math theories and crossovers with physics. String theory: I want to read about, learn about string theory. Why? For the pleasure of doing so.

After the movie, we went to MV and walked the streets, had a dessert at the cafe in the bookstore, and bought lottery tickets. I had an urge to use the bathroom at the cafe. Person who went in ahead of me, a woman, was talking on the phone throughout her whole visit. How this is possible is a mystery since she didn't have a hands off unit. Hmmm! Don't want to borrow her phone.

When I dropped L off at her place, I went to the grocery store to restock my banana cache. There was a spicy pork dish in the buffet table. Picked up a carton of that dish along with some underripe bananas. Why are the recent banana offerings so unripe and green? Are there unripe bananas everywhere?

Anyway, I've eaten much today and often--from the time I awoke until now as I head for the bed.

Tomorrow, I will visit the BMR, 1 BR unit that is being offered to us poor people. I expect that I'll fall too far down the list, but who knows--miracles can happen. Let there be miracles. More and more.

I had a thought last night (beware of thoughts--I am not my thoughts) of me just being with whatever is happening to and around me. To just let things be whatever they are without adding anything or any energy. Had the same thought again today as I driving back and forth between events or places, as I translated from space to place.

Will do a full Qigong practice tomorrow, which I didn't do today. Hau, hau, hau! Chi is free!