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Had good session with Rebecca. Spent most of the time with me getting advice (support, help) with my attitude issues. I keep slipping into major negative ways of thinking and being. Doing so, of course, starts my doubt machine rolling. I then slide into more negativity and the downward spiral continues.

She suggested that I not "feed the demon(s)." Refuse to give them nourishment and only feed my guides and spiritual helpers. I'm ready to do that! I'm tired of not being happy, joyous, filled with light. It's time for me to do a restart--from scratch--and do what I can do with all I have left.

We did some lymph system work and she put needles in my ears (strange image of me with spiky silver things sticking out of my ears. Rain and fog on way back. I drove through it without too much trouble. Maybe the needles in the ears settled me down.

She also is going to have access to a laser device that facilitates the healing of injuries. I'll get a session next Monday to see how it works.

Have a lot of rethinking that I must do. Will sleep on everything tonight and see what my dreams have to say about everything.

Digestion remains stable. Hate to say it, but it's almost working too well. Making multiple trips per day for bowel movements. Oh, well! My digestive track knows what it's doing. No need to feed the demon(s). May it be so!