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It's a bright and sunny day! But, I'm in a fog of sorts. Can't seem to focus today. Feeling like Ii want to do something, but not sure just what. Went downtown and picked up mail. Felt good to get out and move about. Came back and felt like leaving again.

Spent some time checking to see if there's a chiropractor nearby who also takes my medical insurance. Turns out there is an office fairly close (not within walking range, yet). Will drop in on them next week and see how it feels. I'm so used to Network-style (Dr. D) chiropractic. Will be a shift to go back to "bone-cracking," but we'll see what they do. The insurance pays for 26 sessions (minus a small co-pay) per year. Might as well take advantage of it.

I also looked into the entire Integrative Medicine group that's across the street. Lots of resources there. Know one of the people on staff there. Good to know what's available as everything unfolds.

Bright and sunny today, but still chilly. When I went for lunch, I ended up sitting in the shade and it triggered my tremor. Weather! Weather! Weather! What a difference a cloud makes!

Dreamed last night about being in a classroom. Was sitting in for their teacher. I didn't know the drill. There was a woman there helping me step through the tasks. It was all really laid back. I wasn't feeling any pressure from the situation--was relaxed and having fun.

I've been dreaming quite a bit each night. Dreams are fading as I awaken, but are starting to stick. I expect I'll be recalling more of them now.

Reading through one of the short story collections--the one by a Korean author. Stuff is rich, dense and very allegorical. He's been compared favorably to Borges. I can see why after reading nearly half of the pieces. He cites people like Umberto Eco at al. He's clearly writing with some views in mind. I just hope it doesn't get any denser.

Day zooms along. Been up for 6 hours, but it feels like a lot more time has passed. The clocks have become like melted wax. They shift and change it seems to match the way the days unfold. There is objective time and subjective time. They are, for me, grossly out of sync.

Rest time arrives! Time to rest, perhaps to nap. Then begins the afternoon rituals. Today is Life Force exercises and weights! The beat goes on! Thoughts today of whether or not I'm "living" or merely "existing." The beat goes on! And on and on! Until it doesn't. I stretch therefore I am! Time to stretch.