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Had a disjointed dream last night. I was in a rural area and was looking for a lake. I was with two women, who were wearing high heels and were having problems navigating the trails. We were wandering around, taking different routes, but never finding the lake we wanted. There was also a scene in a high school sports building. People from the area were sitting on folding chairs that ringed the room. Some of the people had rifles and shotguns. They were loading the weapons as they sat in the chairs. I was concerned--I didn't have a good feeling about what they were going to do with the weapons. I awoke myself from the dream.

Good news and some not so good news. I went to the PD exercise class today. The good news is that I went and that I learned some of the things to do. The not so good news is that I saw a room full of people who had PD and were having great difficulty moving, standing, sitting, walking, and so forth--a portent of what I can expect for myself?

More than half of the people came with helpers. They wouldn't have been there without their partners! More of what I can expect? It was disconcerting to see what might be what I'll be doing someday.

I'm feeling a lot of uncertainty after today's experience. I will go back--I have a lot to learn--but I don't like encountering my possible futures. But, I'll go back!