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11-11-2009 or 11-11-11 in numerology! Special day, perhaps.

I got a note from my landlord that my last rent check had not arrived. I was beginning to wonder. I noticed that the check had not cleared on my online account. Appears that it got lost in the mail. The landlords were nice about it since I've usually been so punctual. I put a stop on the original check, but it still makes me nervous.

Had an intense dream last night. I was with a woman, presumably one of my ex-wives. I had been on a trip and was arriving back home jet-lagged and tired. I noticed that she was acting somewhat distant. I finally got her to tell me that she wanted to go stay in a cabin we had access to. She wanted some alone time and thought it would be best if she went away for a while. I was devastated. I felt so sad and lonely that I awoke from the dream. What she said and how she acted really hit me. I seem to recall seeing a montage of scenes where I was splitting up with people. It was like a slide show of times where I didn't complete things with various people. It was a heavy dream. Elements from the dream kept reverberating throughout the day.

There was no PD exercise class today. I did laundry. The old laundromat reopened. They replaced some of the washers and all of the dryers. They don't have any chairs though. May continue going to the place I've been using--at least they have places to sit.

I watched a movie tonight--The Good Thief. It was like an Oceans 11 film set in Europe instead of Las Vegas. Kusturica, the Slavic director, had a role in this film. Surprise! Nick Nolte was the lead. He was OK, but nothing spectacular.