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Today was MLKs day of celebration. Not many places were actually closed and people were out and about in droves it seemed. I made a (long) list of to-do items and I'm sure it's not complete. I've been paralyzed by the unwritten list that I've been carrying around in my head. Writing everything down helps objectify what there is to be done. But, the list is long and I'm sure more items will emerge.

Oddly enough, I tried to deal with the first item on the list (pay a bill). The website for the payment could not be reached! More of the techno-failures that I've been experiencing (WiFi, razor, phone).

I slept erratically last night. Awoke after only a few hours of sleep. Didn't nap today so I'm a bit tired already. Symptoms were more present today especially the trembling. Went to the H's today to read another chapter in the Ishiguro book, The Unconsoled. I seem to shake a lot while I'm reading. I guess I'm anxious as I read and it manifests with trembling. It is the same with the PD class (tomorrow) when I'm asked to lead a movement. We'll see!