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Got a call from my friend LL in La Jolla. She's really happy with the place she found--it's right on the Coast walk and right downtown near the cafes and shops. Weather there has turned nice now that the rains have let up.

Watched a movie tonight--A Double Life. It's an old b/w film about an actor who plays Othello and gets too far into the role. He ends up murdering a woman in real life like he does on the stage with Desdemona. I think I saw the movie before with the H's. It was worth watching a second (or third!) time. Many of the actors in the film went on to good careers.

Felt logy and heavy a lot today. Keep thinking I'm going to get a surge of energy and attack this trashy apartment. But after I get up and about for a little while, I seem to run out of gas and end up sitting or sleeping. My biological clock is heavily tilted towards me waking up early to take my first pill, sleeping in late, eating breakfast, heading back to bed sometimes, going out for lunch and errands, taking my second pill, sleeping for an hour or more, and so on. I manage to stay up after that watching a movie or TV shows, eating some dinner, grabbing a snack a bit later, taking my third pill, and heading for bed around 10:30. I usually read for an hour or so and the wheel turns again. I'm on a giant gerbil wheel and I can't seem to jump off!