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Slept in this morning since I had no classes. Went to the H's for a sandwich and another chapter of The Unconsoled. GH did his shows on Thursday (Lear and The Italian Lesson) at Avenidas) and Sunday (Kaddish). They were both well attended and were met with good cheer. I came home and slept for a while. Watched a movie The Visitor. It was a good film--straight-forward and with enough plot twists to keep it moving along. It was about a man who's in the Autumn of life and lets an odd set of events propel him along a new set of paths. It was a well crafted movie and told a good story.

PD dance class tomorrow. Weather is still cool. I'll have to push myself out of bed in the morning in order for me to get to class. No breakthroughs for me with my endless to-do lists and making a dent in the routinized tracks that I've been plowing. Endless days and endless daze. No breaks in the scenery--just fogs and mists. Unaccountable delays! The leakage of time! No matter what I think that I should do. Wrestling in the darkness with the demons of my dread. Too many elements! Too many forgotten dreams!