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Gait and balance today! Nice workout! Left me energized and hungry. I had a monstrous chicken sandwich and salad.  Warm today and this evening. Muggy and hot! Cooling a bit now but still warm. Have movement class tomorrow! The week grinds past. Still wondering why I can't seem to generate enough energy so I can start reconstructing some semblance of life. I am on automatic with my weekly round of activities, but I can't seem to expand the list beyond where it is now. The movement and exercise feels good, but I can't seem to do anything beyond what I'm doing. I'm still is relatively good shape versus many of the other PD people I know and see at classes. But, I can't crack things open to do more. Why? Why, oh, why?

I think I had a chase dream last night--I was being chased by others. Nothing concrete now! Just random images!

Watched a classic silent film this afternoon--Underworld. It's a von Sternberg b/w film about a bunch of gangsters who battle each other for credit and prestige. It has amazing photography done in a noir style that was at that time innovative and unique. Many of the shots reminded me of what Hitchcock later did in his films. Underworld was mostly action--understandable action--without a lot of intertitles. The actors told the story through gesture and with their eyes and faces.

Time to meld into the sheets once again! To sleep and dream, and dream and sleep! Until the morning comes again!