1983-1982

April Fool's Day has come and gone--nothing fooling on that day for me. Heading into the week that will end my "vacation" from exercises--and the restart of my program of dancing and boxing. I keep thinking that I'll restart dancing before I see the surgeon later in the week--but I can't seem to get going. I also think about just walking some each day--but that too is just a thought without any subsequent action.

I'm not sure that the result of the surgery is going to be what I thought it would be--a reduction in the size of the lump and a smooth scar. It appears that I'm going to have a noticeable scar where the incision was made--another kind of lump. One that hopefully doesn't require more surgery--just will leave it be and deal with it as is.

I seem to have to use caffeine every day now--otherwise I'm lethargic but can't sleep it off. So I use the caffeine to pump it up--and keep me going until I hit the bed at night.

I was awakened this morning by the nest door neighbor--he had his CW radio station cranked up. My bedroom is like a sound box when he does that--the sound gets amplified and reverberates the room. He only had it on for a short while--but it was early in the morning and woke me up.

Day by day--I have to sway. Keep on going--going on my way!