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Mixed dreams last night. Something to do with classrooms and schools. I think I was a teacher in the dream and was trying to give kids some information in a way that they could understand what I was presenting. Another teacher gave me a copy of her class notes. She had annotated the margins with tidbits of information that she thought the kids might like to hear. The dream was jumbled and confused, parts of it playing through and making no sense at all. Lost some of the detail in awakening.
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Saw GH today. Good session. She gave me the number of a medical intuitive so I could get a "2nd" opinion. There are some seeming contradictions with my symptoms, effects of medication, and what happens during the day. Symptoms seem to be exacerbated by skipping a meal or eating, but not eating a lot. Came away from GH today shaking (I was shaking during the entire session, except when I focused on the tremor and made it diminish) and went and had a sandwich (big one) and shaking subsided. Hmmm...

Perhaps should do some research on tremors and blood sugar levels--or some such connection. I can't reconcile my symptom patterns with the medication I'm taking and what happens when I eat. Feed the fear and it goes away? Perhaps. Will continue to monitor the interactions.

Spent some of the day looking into other places to live... not many impressive places at low rents... Except for no kitchen, my current place is quite nice compared to a few places I saw today. Will continue to look, but the rental gods have their work cut out for them in this area.

Meeting RB tonight for dinner. He's in town this week, but not next when we'll have our regular team meet. Been awhile since we've seen him.

Managed to do a lengthy meditation this morning after my Qigong session. M&M! Medication and Meditation. Perhaps, the combination will help me reach Nearvana (a variation of a license plate I saw this afternoon). I think I've always been in that state--near but not far.

Will continue to see what unfolds--Ojala que si!