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Dreams | eluded | erased | evaporated | lost.

Another rainy day. Soft, slow drizzle that keeps everything damp and shiny. Gave myself a holiday gift--I took my laundry to the wash and fold place. Didn't want to deal with the Laundromat, especially with the limited parking there now. So will finish out the year using the service. What a treat!

Came home from dancing fairly energized last night. Read until almost midnight. Wasn't sleepy. Between the yoga and the dancing, my system went up a notch. Still having erratic symptom episodes, despite the chamomile teas. Skipping a meal is not an option, or so it seems. Symptoms ramp up based on my food levels. Light snacks don't seem to work as well as solid meals. Digestion seems to be holding together fairly well as long as I don't eat anything too dense.

Men's team may implode tonight. B had flight problems and didn't come down. R has flu symptoms. M has not responded. I may be the only team member who shows up. We'll see!
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M came to the team meet. It was good to see him and catch up. Balmy evening. Had my pot of tea and it seems to be holding the symptoms at bay. Just doesn't seem to last for a long period of time. Recovery is going to be the only route to restoring a balance.

We talked about the possibility of letting the team dissolve--that it may be time.

Early out tonight. Feeling a bit tired. My voice got fairly weak while talking with M. Have to put some attention on that issue as time unfolds.