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Pulled up the PDRecoverers message board today and got a shock. There was a set of messages regarding the effectiveness of the PDRecovery project and what it does. The messages were from people who have underwent sometimes months of FSR intervention, but are experiencing difficulties with progressive PD symptoms. There were also messages from people who haven't recovered, but have experienced progress.

I found the whole set of messages disconcerting to say the least. I'm still of the mindset that what I am doing is bringing me back to a symptomless, healthy state. I don't know the details of many of the people who were writing, but I have to believe that there is a path through this darkness, one that recovers and restores my health. And, I'm continuing to deal with this whole issue from that perspective. I (and my mind/body system) created the conditions that resulted in the symptoms--we can therefore create recovery and restoration.

I already know some of the interventions that suspend symptoms--meditation, rest, yoga, exercise, dancing and so forth. I believe that if I keep expanding this repertoire of activities and persist that I'll progress instead of regress. Rage, rage against the dying of the light! (but in an adrenaline-minimized way).

Late night (for me) already. Rains are falling. Saw a brilliant rainbow earlier today. Follow the rainbow path!