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Energy level still bouncing around. Did take a short nap today, but was "awake" most of the day. Wasn't truly functional, but was "awake" and feeling like I had energy flowing. It's a sensation that makes me feel like doing something, but not anything in particular.

My analogy yesterday of an engine being cranked that hadn't been run in quite some time still holds. I'm sputtering along, singing my song! The energy is erratic, not focused, and somewhat manic-feeling. But, it's energy!

Weather turned cool today--windy and cool. The brisk coolness is amplifying the energy sensations. Complex was noisy on and off today. Even when it was quiet, the winds were kicking up and keeping things going.

Digestion continues to hold. It's now been 5 weeks of fairly normal activity. May it continue! Sambhar lentil stew! One of the food items I've been enjoying--over steamed brown rice. Good dish with the cooling weather. Continuing to browse and eat what seems good for me to consume. Staying relaxed about which foods I'm eating and the amounts--although I'm still only eating smaller portions, in general.

Occasionally thinking about next steps. Next place to live. Next round of treatments. Next, next, next! All assuming that I am up for what's next, or will be so. May I become clear on what to do. Oh, yeah!