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I'm feeling like a balky tractor engine. I seem to be trying to begin running, but I keep sputtering and clunking along. I think I'm beginning to feel the awakening of energies, but it's hit and miss right now--sputtering!

I've got new energy flows beginning to move through my systems, but the flows are all over the map. I'll feel tired, will lie down, but can't sleep. After a bit, I'll have to get up. All this is good I'm assuming, and that it will work itself out over time. Like last night--I was really dead tired and went right to sleep. Couldn't think about reading.

I'm still grazing for whatever food seems good for me. Really enjoying the grains and veggies, with some dairy thrown in for variety. Will keep on riding and see where the trail takes me.

Garbage day! The cans were overfull and the garbage men just dumped the excess on the ground. What a mess! I felt compelled to clean it all up, which I did. Also wrote a note of complaint regarding what happened. They could have just refused to pick up the trash--they didn't have to take such a deliberately negative way of handling the issue. Anyway, I put in my two cents worth on the subject.

Starting another early fade tonight (like last night). Adios!