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Made a trip over to HMB this morning. Did my walk on the beach. Was a gorgeous day! Bright and clear! Almost empty beach.

Walked down the beach until I came to a large log. Sat for a while and got quite tired. Felt like I could have dropped down and slept. Walked back to the truck and almost felt like just heading back. Went into town instead and grabbed a sandwich. Felt better after I'd eaten it. Walked around town some and then motored back. Would be nice to live near the beach.

When I returned, I was a bit spent. Rested and read for a while. Ate some fruit and cottage cheese. It had gotten quite warm as the day went into the late afternoon. Got a call from L and we met at Printer's Inc. I had a lemonade, which hit the spot. We spent a couple of hours talking, went to the Country Sun to pick up a few items, and then walked back to our vehicles.

I drifted in and out during the two hours. I watched myself move through a variety of states of being. I'm really quite ungrounded. I'm like a piece of driftwood floating in the tidal currents. Sometimes I'm near the shore. Other times I'm caught by the waves and pulled away from the beach. I have no fixed positions anymore. It is all flux and movement; shift and change.

Meeting with my daughter in the morrow. Hope she's feeling better! May it be so!