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Dreamed last night that I was in an apartment. I was hanging out waiting for someone to return. While I waited, I poked around in the various rooms. Place was dark and cluttered. There were rooms with stuff thrown everywhere. Not unlike my current place. It was obvious that the place needed some attention and care. Not unlike my current place.

In another part of the dream, I was helping a woman fill out some forms that were on the computer. I kept telling her that she should go to the local Radio Shack. I thought that something she needed would be there in the RS store.

There were other parts to the dream, but they have gone back into the dream hole.

Had a roller coaster day. Was shaking a lot this morning and early afternoon. Went quiet in the late afternoon and am still in that space. Met with RB, RM, MK, and RS from the men's team. I was relatively quiet the whole evening. Feels so good! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Not sure that it's correlated to anything I did, except that I asked for intervention, please! My prayer was answered. Feels wonderful!

Have been not feeding the demons! Watched how my mind kept jumping around today, mostly into the future. Kept coming back to now! Now! Now! Was good to see the men. It's been a while since we've been together. RB told a great story about his friend finding a son that she had given up for adoption over 30 years ago and discovering that she also has a grandson.

RB asked if he could crash here tonight and I found that I had to say no. I'm embarrassed to admit that I don't have extra blankets and so forth. I'm basically camping out! I need to do something about that, especially if I'm staying here. (Tonight I feel like I could move out without a problem--based on how clear I feel.) Last night's dream foreshadowed all this--the dark and cluttered rooms with things piled and thrown around. Message: clean up where you live! Then maybe I will be able to think clearly--enough to help someone solve their problems. I think some stuff is coming together--finally! May it be so!