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Good day! Measured day, but a good one. Perhaps a carryover from yesterday's massage--or diet/sleep/meditation all coming together. Was up and down some today, but overall it's been on the plus side. Napped today when it felt right to do so. Going with the flow!

Haven't walked much this week. Will put that back in the program tomorrow, but maybe at a different time--maybe later in the day when I'm feeling good--like now.

I think the new supplements are also doing something--still difficult to tell, but I get a sense of them altering when I need to nap and the length of those sleeps. The feeling is less frantic in some way. And, I do seem to be having clearer cognitive stretches. So be it! For sure!

Dreamed last night about driving through my home town. I was on a road that had lengthy vistas of land covered with trees and farms. We stopped at a set of small shops in a cluster of buildings to say hello to my stepfather. I was riding with my mother. Both of these people are no longer alive, but they were there in the dream. Both were younger looking--both quite healthy. The land around that area was lush and vibrant. It was a pleasant, peaceful dream--filled with warmth and grace.

Today, I managed to think some about resettling somewhere. I searched the listings over in Santa Cruz for co-ops or similar arrangements. There were several. Good to know about them once I get back my stamina. Have to be able to do my share in those situations. SC has a lot more experimental living options compared to around PA. Of course, when my stamina returns, I can do anything--travel, meander, live in the mountains, live by the sea, or whatever. Soon! Soon! I hope and pray!

I talk about my stamina, but it's really more than that--it's my spirit, my inner engine that's sputtering back to life. Feels right, tonight! Let it be so!