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Today--it was what it was! Nothing monumental! Pressed through at one point where all I really wanted to do was lie down. Symptoms were present today--more so than usual. I ended up napping late in the afternoon anyway. I wanted to see what would happen if I just pressed forward despite the symptoms. It was difficult to maintain focus and I had to stop and reorganize every now and then, but I did muddle through--nothing of great substance, but things that needed doing.

I'm more settled now (after napping and eating some dinner). Place has gotten noisy, but I keep repeating the "it is what it is" mantra. I've nearly overloaded it today--reflected on it a lot.

Chris admonished me to "let go of my wariness and embrace life fully." That statement has also been ringing in my thoughts today. I want to do that! Have to find a way. Wary! Tired of being wary!

Dreamed last night (a repeat of a previous dream), but I don't remember anything about it--except that is was a repeater. Odd to just remember that aspect--that it was a repetition, but not any of the details. The mind and subconscious are mysterious things!

The whirling world continues its own mysteries and magic--a sherpa completes his 17th ascent of Everest. Charmed life! May he continue to be blessed!