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"What is my true direction in life?" Sentence lifted from one of the Buddhist short stories that I'm reading. How I wish I knew the answer. Right now it appears to be eating, sleeping, eliminating, reading and waiting. That set of stories have been provocative--they all deal in one way or another with trying to answer that question.

Dreamed last night about being in a toy company. I was explaining the creation cycle of a new toy--how it usually took an 18-month period to bring forth a toy. How it starts with multiple product teams that vie with each other, ending up with one toy. I had charts and graphs that showed the cycle and where things converged and merged to bring a product to market. The dream was very realistic and involved me and the product teams as we kicked off a new toy cycle. The work was being done in a place like LF--airy, open spaced facilities. There was a very positive feeling in the dream--and a sense of confidence and mastery.

I slept some today, but generally felt fairly clear. I'm finding that sleeping and avoiding too much stimulus seems to moderate symptoms. Quiet and still! The keys to becoming functional once again--perhaps!

Have a chiropractor session in the morning. Loosen up and fly right! "What is my true direction in life?" Onward and onward! May I get a clear answer soon!