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Mostly peaceful day! Slept some and worked on quietening the tremor. Quiet now! Digestion is still slow, but I've stuck with soup for the past two days.

Had a short time this morning when I felt my energy bump up a level. The tremor stopped and the fog cleared--wasn't a large amount of time--but I was aware of it happening.

Walked after lunch. Felt dense and heavy. Feet felt erratic--like my legs were only loosely connected to my torso. Felt better walking downhill rather than up. I'm normally a great hill walker, but not this afternoon.

Dreamed last night that I was having an intense discussion with a woman. She was really upset. It revolved around me not being responsive enough regarding some issues she considered important. It was part dream and part reality (memory) of some past events. I was trying to remain objective and not feed the fire, but I wasn't doing that well. She was storming and shouting. The dream went on for quite a while (in dream time, of course). I'm not sure that we reached any satisfactory conclusion.

I felt today as if things (life, needed actions, progress, and so forth) are stacking up--getting out of control. Things have certainly been stacking up over the past two years--it's just beginning to wear through and get my attention. Moments within moments--growing stronger--grinding away at things! All at the speed of need!