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Hazy, lazy day! Slept in this morning somewhat! Place was noisy. People moving out and people moving about. Full moon energies gripping the planet.

Dreamed that I was working with a team of really young people creating toys. They had all sorts of procedures and protocols for creating and developing models and prototypes. I was struggling to keep up with what they were doing. One young man was assigned to help me learn their processes. He was very patient and helpful, but I was very nervous and was having trouble understanding what they were doing. I felt really out of it and was feeling anxious and stressed.

A second dream sequence had me running through a mob of people. They were all going toward me and I had to struggle to move through them. It was as if they were rushing to board a train and I was going in the opposite direction. Eventually, the crowds thinned and as I kept moving there were fewer and fewer people coming at me. It was also growing darker in the direction that I was going. I finally found myself walking on an empty beach. The water was dark and there were small quiet waves breaking on the shore. There was no moon and it was quite dark.

Watched a Spanish (Argentine) film this evening--Carancho. The word means (I think) something like vulture. The film was about an ambulance chaser who got traffic accident victims to be their intermediary with the insurance companies. He worked for some unscrupulous people who took most of the money awarded the victims for themselves. Some police and medical people were complicit in the schemes. The "vulture" wanted to stop helping cheat people and do something else. But, he was mired in the system and was having trouble breaking free. The movie has a really ironic and surprising ending that punctuates the struggle felt throughout the early parts of the movie.

Full moon tonight! May it be cool and bright! May it fill the dreams with light!