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The rains have begun! Light sprinkles a few minutes ago along with several lightning strikes! We need the rain. My truck needs the rain (to knock off some of the dust). PD dance class was mellow today--good to do some moving! Also did a resistance session in the afternoon. Felt a bit tired after that but have made it through the evening without a nap (did have a latte though). Didn't tell anyone about LW's fall and such. By the time I came around to doing it everything was in a mellow state--I didn't want to shift the mood of the group. Will make an announcement next week.

Spoke with two people from PD dance class about taking over some of the email administrative functions. I got really nervous and felt a wave of stress wash over me just talking about the activity. My body/soul/spirit really didn't want to take on that task. I said no to doing it. I could always say yes at a later time, but for now it was a definite no. Bumped into NH, the H's son, when I stopped to grab a sandwich.

Watched some of the BBC Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy series this evening. Stars Alec Guinness who does a cool understated characterization of a consummate spy person. I enjoyed the first four episodes; have two more to complete the series.

Wanting to be free! Free from restrictions and constraints. Wanting to just get up an go--somewhere, anywhere! I'm tired of just sitting around. How to generate more energy, more strength? I continue to collapse after only a few hours of activity.