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Feel like I need to sleep--I'm tired and logy despite today's green tea intervention. I really never napped much today. My ex was here doing minor repair work to the house and I spent some time with her. We had a good one-on-one exchange in the afternoon when everyone left to go pick out pumpkins.

I knew that at some point, eventually, we'd get a chance to talk some about the past. Unfortunately, for me, I was in one of my foggy periods and had a difficult time engaging--but we got started. I was surprised and pleased with what we did discuss--I'm sure we'll do more! Can't help but do so given the situation.

Spent some of the day playing with the grandkid. My ex had brought her a birdhouse assembly kit. The pieces had to be painted and then glued together. It became a family project, was a lot of fun, and ended up with a grandkid-decorated object that'll grace her room.

I didn't get to the spa this weekend. There is a yoga basics class in the morning that I will try and attend. I have to go out for a few things, but I also need to spend time filling out the optometrist forms that I'll be turning in on Tuesday. My list of to-do items continues to expand. I will get things done! I will get things done! I will!

The night spreads against the sky. It sends out rays of brightly lit colors that mark the distant clouds. I am feeling frazzled but more at peace with things. I fall into a dreaming sleep!