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Just did the loop-the long way! Felt good, easier than usual, and not as tiring! Hope to keep it going in that manner.

A bit of a soup bubbling around here today. The grandkid is going to her grandmother's for the weekend. There was little said about what was happening--I felt somewhat excluded from things. I'm actually happy to not be going there. The disruption of my sleep and other patterns would be tweaked if I were to go along. I'm actually having a little problem with the time shifts of medication and DST. So, it feels better for me to stay on site and enjoy the peace and quiet. But, I still felt some upset over how everything was (or was not) communicated.

The grandkid actually told me what was happening. She burst into my room and said (joyfully) that she was going to her grandmother's for the weekend. I read underneath her announcement--and you're not going! She and I are not on the same page regarding my coming here and being another adult with whom she has to deal.

Anyway, the energy around what was happening propelled me outdoors and around my loop. So, all was not for naught. In fact, the incident helps me reinforce my intention to do what I can to delay and reverse my symptoms. To do that, I must be more focused and get on with what I know needs to be done--despite any circumstance or situation.

I dreamed a peculiar dream last night. I was in a bucket brigade. We were loading up canisters of supercooled liquids and hauling them up a huge ramp or ladder into a space ship. The ship was controlled by huge aliens. We had been conscripted to load and haul the fuel into the ship. When they were topped off, they would be leaving, heading back to their home base. We were aware that none of us could go with them, even though it sounded like a good idea to most of us. The aliens had refused the suggestion--they said it was not possible. That we wouldn't be able to survive on their planet.

Despite the issue of not being able to go with them, the overall mood of the dream was positive and upbeat.

The day was warm. The weather is shifting, moving to warmer and warmer times.