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Day of slowness--time of drowsy! I slept poorly last night and slept in this morning as some compensation. Had a late, light breakfast and an early lunch--bowl of Asian udon noodles with chicken! Very good!

Went to fitness gym and did a circuit before heading back home and falling asleep for a while.

Daze are becoming blurz--nights are becoming dreamless spans. I think I dreamed last night--something about renovating an apartment, I believe.

I signed out last night with the healing chant--ran it several times before shutting things down. The activity/ritual seems to clear me before going to sleep--but I'm still awakening several times between midnight and early morning. Then, I doze on and off until around 10am--which feels like the most restful sleep I get.

I stop and think about doing this dance of daze for another 10 years--and I can't imagine doing that. I've just spent 10 years muddling through the nudgings of this illness--I find it difficult to imagine doing the same for the next 10.

Tomorrow is a dance day! I look forward to these interludes even though it pushes me to some ill-defined limit. I go on, I go on, until the breaking of the dawn--Until I spawn a yawn! Begone udon!