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I've been jittery and anxious-feeling all day today--I can't seem get still even though I slept a lot last night and today. I've nearly worn a hole in my mobile slot simulations--playing them on and on until I nod off or the battery gets low.

There is a pall of tension in the house--everyone waiting for the new kid to arrive. I'm sure my daughter is ready for him to arrive--but she's been really patient and steady as she waits.

Me, I can't seem to focus--nothing make sense anymore. I'm disappointed with my increase of symptoms--and the loss of sureness in my feet and legs. Even food is not helping--I had a dense pasta dish for lunch but it didn't bring me back to earth as it has done in the past.

I'm craving something--but have no precise idea of what? Dance class tomorrow--will see if that helps or not. I didn't do any exercise over this past weekend--maybe should have done so (but too late now).

Watched an episode of House of Cards--gets more creepy with each installment. But it is intriguing--especially since it's layered over of today's real events.

This too shall pass--no doubt it will all do so eventually. It will happen with or without my participations--only the flow will survive, will endure. I babble--time to close the post!