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The rugs are clean--and so is my space. There is a lot of stuff in the closet--but the space outside the closet is bigger and brighter. I awoke really early--and finished stowing things away. I don't know if I'll ever be able to find all that was purged--but most was not ever used for anything. The entire closet is filled with just such items--needs purging one box at a time.

I was jittery and buzzed out most of today--which continued on through dance class and beyond. The carpet cleaning was sprung on me--and I reacted/responded with my herculean effort at clearing out my room. I could imagine the cleaners moving my stuff around--what with so much of it just being clutter and debris.

I'm still feeling sad for the demise of HMcA--that she left so soon and that I hadn't maintained contact with her over the past few years. Of course, I haven't maintained contact with most everybody I've encountered on this life's journey--they have all disappeared into the mists. Last night/this morning, I recalled the joyous dancing HMcA and I once knew--it gave me the energy to go to class and do some moving. Meeting each day a dance at a time--however clumsy I may feel or may actually be. I signed up for the Dance for the Dream in April--I can't see myself doing the whole weekend but who knows? What may be--maybe!

Well it's about time for me to sleep through my 1st night AC--after cleaning/clearing/closeting. I opened my blinds while they were cleaning this morning--first fresh air in a while. Not going to be too cool to keep it open--and there may be some rain to help scour the mists.

Onward and onward--may the dancing be smooth and joyous!