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Had a complex and lengthy dream last night--involving all of my boxes that I still have in the storage sheds and closet. In the dream I was speaking with one of my sisters--I was telling her that it would be alright to box up my stuff but that it had to be done systematically. Things couldn't just be dumped into boxes--everything and to be catalogued and marked so I could one day sort through everything. If that wasn't feasible, then everything could just be piled up and burned! In my opinion, everything was useless if not properly marked--she didn't seem to agree or disagree. She was just concerned if she had to do the packing and marking--she didn't feel the she had the energy and time to do so correctly. She also felt and about just destroying it all--as was I although I was saying differently.

As I went through the discussions regarding what to do--I felt a lot of dread and a sense of loss if things were to be destroyed. The dream went on and on--back and forth, circling the options which seemed to be coming down to a conclusion I wasn't liking.

This dream is a variation of an earlier dream--where I had an outline for a book that I was thinking about writing. I had this companion dream just a few nights ago. In that dream, I kept misplacing the notes for the book--sabotaging myself even though I was saying how excited I was about the project.

Danced to in EDH--went fairly well. My feet grew heavy and difficult to move as the class progressed--until in the last two or three dances I was barely moving. Will see how things go tomorrow--with a smoother more slippery floor.