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RSB felt good today--my stamina is definitely better although I came home and crashed after grabbing some lunch. Went to Trager session in late afternoon--and that also felt good. She worked quite a bit on my right shoulder--it seems to be more bound up than left. It shows up in RSB--in couple of ways. Shows up especially when we do behind the back--pole lifts. I'm more flexible on my left--than my right.

EDH dance class tomorrow--week feels like it's speeding by. Life feels like it's speeding by--to me. In reality, it's doing what it's doing--without any consideration of time. Time is a people-invented concept--created to help create markers that represent events. The markers are not the events--the events happened and then disappeared except for the markers.

Days (more markers) are flowing by--spilling momentary content that is quickly absorbed and disappeared. The night follows the day--the day follows the night. A circle of markers--a chain of markers lost in dreams. I grow weary trying to think thoughts--trying to make some sense out of the pile of markers I have amassed. Better to dance--and punch the bags. Senseless empty motions--spread across the faces of the clocks.