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Dreams | were | were not | maybe | no borders between asleep and awake.

Spent a lot of the day sorting and shredding. So much debris! Now it's recycle fodder. Empty and unpack. I've got several boxes that I did not put in storage. I was going to sort through them in a leisurely fashion. Did not! Now I'm sifting through stuff (the same stuff) once again. But this time, the shredder speaks loudly.

Already looks like I'll be stuffing several boxes into storage and not hauling them over the hill on this initial journey. Fine with me. Except I hate the idea that there are so many loose ends to things. Boxes full of objects about which I no knowledge. Hidden away in a dark corner.

Went to chiropractor late today. There was a fill in for Dr. D. He was good, but I felt like I didn't get the attention that I get from Dr. D, who knows my history. This guy, no matter how good he may be, cannot know everyone's recent and current states. He has to work based on the energies, and mine was low today. Not much to work with.

Time starts to loom, or rather the ticking away of the clock. I'll have to be more efficient than I was today in order to pull off a smooth move. Making my lists and checking them twice. Lots of details to be handled. Glad I'll have at least a week to settle in.

Just had a pot of chamomile tea. Feeling somewhat logy and ready for an early to bed. Drank the tea because the shaking was noticeable. Wanted to see if I could take the edge off with a light meal, some tea and a cookie. Seems to be working.

When I settle in at the new place, I'll have more control of my diet and will be able to keep a detailed record of what I intake and my state of being.

For example--
Morning--Qigong, no meditation afterwards, took supplements with kefir, pineapple juice, prune juice (2 BrainSustain, 1 hylaronic acid, 1 DHA Max, 2 multi-vitamins, 1 glucosomine/chondrotin, 1 acidofolus)
Morning -- sliced mango, banana, 1/2 bran muffin
Lunch -- soup, egg roll, cashew prawns with mixed veges, rice, bit of tea, fortune cookie
Dinner -- soup, bread, orange slices, pickle, cookie, chamomile tea
State of Being -- stayed with unpacking, shredding most of the day, went to chiropractor, feeling somewhat in overwhelm, back aching from bending over a lot today, noticed that anxiety levels (and shaking) went up when I saw someone I knew today (Dr. S and HMc), or was asked to add to the load (L calling and suggesting a movie)...

And then again, I may not do this -- seems like a lot of data for no particular good reason. But, will revisit once treatments start. To add to the pile, my truck is still dripping antifreeze. They were supposed to have fixed that issue last service. Hate to give up a day to take it back in, but may have to do so. Better now rather than later.

Anyway, it was a long, full day with many side tracks into histories and evidence of yesteryears...