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Missed making a post yesterday. Went over to SC for a treatment and by the time I got back, ate something, and rested, it was past midnight. Heat was not helping yesterday either.

Did a session with Laura. We worked a lot on my stomach and how it seems to be interacting with my symptoms. I got a shock when I was waiting for my session. She had been working with a man before I arrived and he was leaving as I waited. He exhibited heavy tremor, loss of motion, difficulty turning his body, problems walking, and more. How fortunate I am to be in the state that I am in and not as he is.

Seeing him made me wonder if I will end up as he is--couldn't help but think those thoughts. He had a caretaker with him who helped him navigate and who drove him there. Made me think a lot about what I'm doing (and not doing) to create my full recovery.

Been reading a book by Carolyn Myss, Anatomy of the Spirit. She maps out the energy centers and how they affect/influence healing and health. I'm getting a lot from it, especially the sections dealing with the third center (chakra). She talks about where a person might be losing energy and the third center, which deals with stomach/intestinal issues looks like my hot spot.

Restoring that center would be wonderful for my energy levels. The author is going to be here in San Francisco next month, but her talk is sold out. Aside from her books and lectures, she does intuitive medical diagnostic sessions.

I'm coming to the conclusion that I'm going to need to put more focus around my healing activities--not be so freeform in what I'm doing. How so, I am uncertain. I just notice that I seem to be ready for more direct work, more concrete intervention. Time to work with the third energy center and stop the energy leakage.