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Did my laundry today and that was about it. Kept feeling like I wanted to rest--and eat. So that's about all I did, except for the laundry.

Other than feeling like I just wanted to rest today, I'm about the same as I've been--nothing major to report--no big breakthroughs. Have a session scheduled for next Monday--so I'm in my somewhat regular, every-two-week funk. I seem to be able to maintain the energy for the week following a session, and then start to decline during the second week. Usually get a small bubble of positive energy during the weekend prior to the next session.

Patterns with patterns; wheels within wheels. Beginning to think about next steps under (at least) two scenarios--if I'm better and if I stay the same. I obviously would prefer the first state, but it may not happen. Oh, for a crystal ball! Difficult to make plans with so much uncertainty.

Anyway, I continue for now and keep watch for promising shifts and changes. Let there be light! Light beer, perhaps?