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Timeless! Becoming timeless! Minutes, hours, and days slip by, leaving no marks, no trace.

Today flowed by in just such a manner--quickly, surely, mysteriously. I awoke not too cold. Managed to wrap myself well last night and conserve body heat. But the coolness was there and took some time to overcome. I ate a lot today. Fueling up for the winter season. But, time shoots by with little to mark its passing.

Exercise, eat, walk! Then off to do laundry and shop. Return and suddenly it's nearly 5pm and growing dark. Symptoms quieted in the afternoon. Had my small heater churning away and that seems to help. Checked the space heater--it works and is ready to go, if needed.

With the cold weather, I seem to be slowing down. Mentally and physically slower so it seems. Is there any way out of this spiral?

I dreamed last night, but am not sure I recall the dreams. I seem to remember one involving the creation of toys. I was back working with JH on a toy design project. We were creating something really unique, or so we imagined--or so I dreamed. It was a fun challenging project and I relied on JH to direct the effort--I just contributed as needed. That's all I can recall.

Going to have to live someplace warm. Not going to be able to take cold weather any more. Unless the symptoms totally subside and disappear, cold weather amplifies them, makes them really noticeable (to me). Managed, with a lot of help, to rein in the symptoms today, but it was an effort. Would rather live in a hot climate than have to deal with amplified symptoms.

Learn something new every day! Seems that way! Time to pray! What can I say?