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Thanksgiving Day! Lots to be thankful for. Thankful that I'm alive and restoring my health and vitality. Thankful that my children and their children are healthy and whole. Thankful for the breakthroughs that I've experienced. A litany of blessings! A feast of life!

Today is a starkly clear day. Sky the color of liquid blue. Not a cloud anywhere. People out walking, enjoying the cool, clear air. Enjoying the illumination, the light, and the clarity of everything.

I awoke somewhat late. Arose eventually and went for my walk. It was brisk outside and still is despite the shining sun. I look forward to doing a session under the lamp--to warm up my hands.

I know I dreamed last night, but lose the details now. So be it! Dreamless on Turkey Day! What can I say? Will post more later as the day unfolds.
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Day is unfolding into a cold night. Temperatures will be in the mid to low 30's tonight. Will have to break out an extra blanket. Looking like cold nights (and not really warmer days) for the next few weeks. Just have to bundle up. Not a lot of rain mixed in with the coolness, thank goodness.

Time is moving by in odd rhythms--sometimes fast and sometimes slow and sometime both at once. Got up today around 9am. It's now 5:30pm. I've been up and about for 8.5 hours. Seems like it's been much longer than that at one level--like it's been forever since I awoke. At the same time, it seems like big chunks of the day were consumed seemingly in an instant. I cooked some rice and ate a dish of lentil stew around 3pm. Then, I sat under the lamp and did life force exercises and suddenly it's 5:30pm! Where did those 2.5 hours go?

On a macro scale, how did I get to be 67? It was like yesterday that I was 60. And soon enough I'll be 70! How can that be? It's been 43 years since Kennedy was assassinated. I was 24. Where did those 40 odd years go? What did I accomplish? What can I hope to do in the time I have remaining? How much time is that? And meanwhile, I dance with symptoms and recovery, working to become clear enough to do something, anything, beyond just dance around each day.

So into the cold, cold night tonight! Stars burning, big and bright! I wish I may, I wish I might! Have the wish I wish tonight! Alright!