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Missed posting yesterday. Fell asleep (that's novel) last night early and just rolled into bed when I had my eyes open for a moment. Had quieted down in the afternoon (both me and the surroundings) and my symptoms abated. I was enjoying the peace so much I fell asleep.

Today was somewhat back to symptoms and feeling listless. Listless seems to be the most accurate description for my state of being. I awoke feeling rested, did my exercises (with some effort), made a smoothie (and didn't spill it all over the kitchen), and went for my walk. All was good during those events. Then "listless" settled in and so it has been for the day. On and off! Up and down! But, overall listless.

If I can just awaken from this limbo state, I know all would be well. Awake! Awake, I say!

Had several dreams over the past few nights. On Friday night, I dreamed of being with a group of people (like an intentional community). There was a young man who showed up and offered his hand with things. He was really talented and could do many things. He was an asset to the place. At one point, he disappeared. He left a bundle of things in his room, but no clue as to where he went or why. I felt that I knew where he had gone. I shouldered his bundle and went in search of him. I ended up in a city (like SF) and began to look for him. I was sure I would find him.

Last night I had two dreams. One involved a group of us flying to the West coast. We were all leaving from the same place, but taking different airlines. For some reason, all of us were diverted to another airport where we saw each other. We discussed the different carriers and what it was like to fly with them. In my case, I was on the plane alone and had the run of the cabin.

This dream morphed into a sales meeting where people were making presentations. Most of the presenters were older men, who were affluent-looking. They were talking about how they had made their fortunes--what strategies they had used. Many of us were younger and were obvious the targets for the presentations so we could better sell the products. I noticed how well dressed, coiffed, and appointed the older men were.

Well, that about does it for this "spurt" of wakefulness--my short break from listlessness.

Did my taxes in one of yesterday's wakeful moments. Get to mark it off of my list, listlessly!