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Sleep daze! Sleeping the time away. Eating, sleeping and not much else. Fell asleep last night at one point in the evening while I was doing the Hong-Sao breath exercise. Fell into a deep sleep on the floor. Cool air awoke me or else I'd still be there I think.

Dreamed last night about consulting to a toy company. I was proposing that I and a small team of people come in and refresh the company's development process. I was meeting with a group of the executives to lay out my proposal and talk about objectives. The company had slipped into a creative hold pattern and needed to be rejuiced. My team's role was to make that happen.

There were some scenes of talking to some of the engineers and seeing what tools they were using. But, most of the action was with the executives.

I have no idea of why I'm dreaming such off the wall scenarios. I don't think I could sustain a brief conversation on the dream topic outside the dream space.

Cooler day today--made sleeping easier. Coming to the end of the month--heading into July. Another month came and went without any turnarounds! Looking (watching, peering, hoping, praying, singing, laughing, crying, whirling, sleeping) for a breakthrough! Expecting a change of space (grace, face, place, circumstance, ambiance, condition)--or something akin to any of that. I grow weary of the battle with the ghosts of illness and the demons of the symptoms. I suggest a shift, a change, a better agenda. Let it be now! And so it is!