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Spent a goodly part of the day mulling over my ex-wife's proposal. Concluded that I couldn't do anything until March of next year. Would evaluate my state of well being in January and make a move decision then. This may not work for her--she sent me a follow up note saying she just found out that she's going to lose some work that she thought she was going to get. So, she may have shorter-term needs that wouldn't let her wait--especially since I may end up not being able to move in March.

Day was up/down and all around! I was showing a lot of symptoms and was fairly restless. Did nap for a couple of hours, but didn't feel rested. Too much excitement, perhaps! It was a boost to be offered such a possibility--and it kicked in the anxiety machine!

She emailed photos of the place. It's in the woods, two levels, and quite nice. Makes if difficult to say "maybe." But, being realistic, it's not something I should do quickly. Just the thoughts of making such a move created enough inner turmoil--doing it could only generate more.

New books from the library. Sort of plodded through the day. It got fairly warm. Digestion seems to be off a little. Have acupressure/tui na session in the morrow. See if that helps smooth out the wrinkles! May it be so!