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Day of mixed blessings! Rain--lots of it. Not huge downpours, but a steady set of fronts with plenty of moisture. Ate a lot and slept a fair amount. It was cool most of the day and I just wanted to hibernate. Did get out for lunch--DeeDee's! Had to walk some in the rain--just enjoyed it--let it be. It is what it is.

Thought a lot today about JJ's comments and admonitions. Looking at what I can do to become more responsible for my recovery. Practiced seeing myself as recovered--pretended to be recovered as I went about the day. Some movement in doing so! It does work! If it's not so, pretend that it is, act as if it is, and let it be as it is. No conditions!

Dreams are merging with realities and overlapping some. Had a dream/vision of water running uphill. There were streams everywhere and they were all running uphill--enticing me to follow the flow and observe the beauty being produced. It is what it is!

Symptoms were in and out today. Overall, a good day. Feeling a little cooped in by the rain, but that will pass. Ate more warm foods today. Will have to switch my diet some as we go into cooler weather--a bit more warm foods.

Expecting DST to kick in, but doesn't happen until November 4th this year. Fall back late this year and beyond. Glad all the electronic gadgets reset themselves. Smart world!