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Happy MLK day! We shall overcome, someday! Cold day and evening! Weather is schizophrenic. Tonight it felt really cold. Heat has been on most of the past 24 hours--and will continue until tomorrow. Let there be heat!

Dreamed last night that I was in a really ramshackle place. I was living there with a woman and several "boarders". The place was a hodgepodge of miscellaneous objects, piles of debris, and dust. I kept telling the woman that we should just start tossing things--get rid of stuff that was not (never) needed. She got upset. She accused me of always yelling and arguing about everything. I tried to tell her that I was only suggesting that we start to clear the place. But, we were at odds. She brought in a huge panel of wall board and propped it in front of one wall of stuff. I pointed out that the panel was covering one of the "boarder's" clothes racks. She got even more upset. I let that go and went out into the yard to get some air. She was really depressed and obstinate. I wasn't clear on how to proceed. I just knew that I couldn't live there any longer with all of that debris and chaos. The place was a dump!

I researched the upcoming PD retreat in Arizona. It would be nice to attend if--and there is a list of ifs--it were less expensive, wasn't so remote, and I could travel with someone. Locally, and about the same time, there is an affordable 8-session class being given by Ananda on healing. I will definitely take that class if nothing else emerges. The universe is moving! I can feel the waves!

Qigong today went smoothly and well. Felt really good despite the chilly weather.