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Sloppy Saturday--all jumbled and in disarray. Can't seem to find my path--keep feeling tired and empty. Know I should have gone to the gym--but didn't make it there. Managed to get out to eat--and intake a Frap since the weather is warm. While I was in/out, my ex dropped in and took MD and the granddaughter to lunch somewhere--and they are now at the river.

I'm buzzy and feeling weird--can't seem to settle down with anything. I keep thinking about tomorrow's trek up to SS--and will I do it. And if I do it--will I actually be able to dance. My movement and mobility are erratic--I can't guess how I'll be at some future point.

I dreamt last night--but all I can recall is everything being heavy and dense.

I printed MD's word list--and while doing so the person next to me was the owner of Del's Pizza. I told him that his pizza was my favorite--he didn't react like that was a good thing. He seemed to be preoccupied--and concerned about things. I hope he's making it--I'll have to eat more of his pizza (and that would be good for both of us).

Ah, yes--I also got a haircut. I am hairless now--I had her take it nearly all off. Went to the market--stocked up on basics that I keep in the fridge. Had a Frontera chicken sandwich for lunch--still have half for dinner. Heat wave today--hit the low 80's with more promised. Should be warm up in SS tomorrow--will know if I go!