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I didn't get up this morning--just rolled over and fell back asleep. Could have gotten up and went to RSB class--but didn't.

No calls yet from the doctors--regarding a start date for treatments. I got what looked like an authorization letter yesterday--approving something that deals with the oncologist. I assume that it's a go for the activity--just a question of when.

Picked up some stocking stuffers for the kids--and for me too. Lots of things at the dollar store--especially things that have built-in batteries which makes for good deals for a dollar. Also have a horde of items without batteries--that are clever and fun (like the Styrofoam glider).

I plan on heading out to RSB class tomorrow--and will do Saturday for sure. Not sure about Friday--will decide that tomorrow evening. No class on Xmas day (Monday)--so I could do with more exercise since I missed both Monday/Tuesday of this week.

Right now, I'm logy and buzzed out--like I haven't awakened yet today (although today is almost done). I had a few bites of chicken and some ribs for a late lunch--not sure what I want for dinner. Not all that hungry--but craving things!

Ever since I started dealing with the lump in my neck--I've been dragging around. I can't seem to get motivated about anything--I've just felt tired and foggy. I know part of this is learning about the lump--and what it portends. Also part is wanting it to just go away--to not be real. PD is enough to deal with--I can't get excited about adding NHL to the list (and possible other issues). I just want to be healthy--and not be dealing with just but illness issues each waking day.

That's what I want--Is that what I'm going to get? Probably not--I'll get what I get and have to deal with it.