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Did RSB today--and it felt good despite the fact that it was a tough workout. Had a goodly crowd of boxers--20 or so. It was mostly men--not too many women. There was an older new guy who I haven't seen before--he could hit the heavy bags with crunching blows. He has a lot PD symptoms--but he didn't let that slow him down. He attacked the activities--giving all he had.

I missed going to the PD support group this morning--but it was better for me to do some punching and not a lot of sitting.

I see the oncologist in the morning--early in the morning. Will get his assessment of where I am with respect to the treatment results--I don't anticipate that it will be the good news based on my reading of the results. It will be whatever it will be--and the ball keeps rolling until it stops.

I also dread seeing the GI people the following week--no good news expected there either. I believe that the three things are all linked--the PD, the NHL, and the colon/cecum issue. I think that they are linked in a causal network--where each is triggering one of the other items in round-robin manner. And, yes there is another character--the prostate gland. It too is wired into the circuit--and doing what it can do to keep the chaos going.

I hate to be so negative regarding all of these phenomena--but their ever-expanding presence and continued intrusion into my life and being is grinding away on my good will. It's difficult to see rainbows--when the storms are blowing fogs and mists across the vistas.

In a few days--some of the fog and mist will be lifted. Maybe there's a rainbow out there somewhere--just one would be helpful.